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Friday, September 18, 2009

We all need ONE!
We live only once.
Nothing feels better then the love that you gave.
You couldn't make a better ticket.
Even when I'm down you make me feel on top.
It's like that car got blow on the top.

We all need one.
We all need somebody to hold us down.
We all need somebody to ride or die.
We all need one.
Somebody thats gonna keep it real with one.
Put up with your shit and deal with one.
We all need one.

One , not two or three.
Spend the rest of my life that what gonna be.

Labels: ONLY ONE

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1:42 AM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Hey Dad,

Look at me.
Think back and talk to me.
Did I grow up according To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along.

And now I try hard to make it.
I just want to make you proud.
I’m never gonna be good enough for you.
I can’t pretend that I’m alright and you can’t change me.

‘Cuz we lost it all.
Nothing lasts forever.
I’m sorry.
I can’t be perfect.
Now it’s just too late and we can’t go back
I’m sorry.
I can’t be perfect.

I try not to think about the pain I feel inside.
Did you know you used to be my Hero?
All the days you spent with me.
Now seem so far away and it feels like you don’t care anymore.

I can’t stand another fight and nothing’s alright.
Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said.
Nothing’s gonna make this right again.

I'm sorry...

Labels: Perfect - Simple Plan

Feelings Of Hate updated at

11:44 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

Dad,

Today is your 5th death Anniversary.
I've lots of things to feel out. Hope you
could listen to my heart every moment
when I am missing you.

Dad,

I regreted I was not with you when you lasted your breath.
I wish you had lived to see me grow.
I am growing in pain and rejection.
I am LOST.
Although you are no longer here with me,
You will always be in my heart.
I will always love you.
I miss you Dad.

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9:32 AM

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Mum,
I didn't meant to hurt you.
I respect and still love you.
You will always be respected.
I just can't take it anymore and I need to leave.
Hope you will understand my situations.
Sorry mak.

For your info, I'm not like your eldest son.

Asya,
I'm sorry to hurt you too.
And for the missing phone, I truthfully did not take your fiance's phone
as I was not at mum's home that day when you mentioned it was missing.
Good luck in your new job and take care always.

C.ti,
I'm sorry too that I took the 10bucks from your drawer.
I am too shy to ask you again n again.
I lied because I do not want to drop my pride and dignity.
I lost my ez-link and I need to top up my fare.
Nevermind that you did not "HALAL kan" the money.
To be frank it was my 2nd time, 10 and 2 bucks.
I will pay you back once I receive my pay.

"Hope you guys will read this piece of apology"

Faithfully and truthfully deep from my lost heart...
-your useless Angah-

Labels: I am SORRY

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